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my second time at this Like the title says this my second time posting on here. The first time I got one responce that was not some spamer. We texted for a few weeks and well my self confedence got in the way, so we are just texting buddies. So here I am again.
Me--I am 6ft 2in green/blue eyes short brown hair and only about 180lbs and will be 40 in November. I work but dont make much money, I pay my own bills.. Due too an auto accident I had in 07, I had a seizure, I can not drive and all my teeth were knocked out. Only been here in Tucson since December. DIvorced father of two very good teen boys, they live with there mom here in Arizona. I enjoy laughing, music, movies, good conversation and good company. Ive been in a string of bad relationships but have not lost hope that "she" is still out there looking for me. My biggest fear is being alone, the best day of my life, actually two days, was cutting the cord for both of my boys. Worst day of my life was when I realized that I would not wake up in the same home as my boys every morning. The scariest day was when I had my accident, I could have killed someone. I dont want to be rich because I think money causes you to become someone your not. Never been to prison, although I spent one night in jail for public drunkiness in the early 90's. Never done any none script drugs and only drink two or three times per year. I do smoke but would like to stop.
You--I am attracted to good personality, someone who can form there own opinion (but understands that my opinion may differ from thers), someone with a sence of adventure, likes to travel (and dont mind driving as I can not). Must like animals and kids. Also MUST enjoy smiling as there is nothing nore attractive to me than a sweet smile topped by soleful eyes, they are the window to your sole. Please be an all around good person. Between 35 an 45 more or less.
Craigslist has way too many "spammers" so if your real and want to chat some put the word "eyes" in the subject line of your email so I know your real. NO B/S AS IM REAL AND EXPECT YOU TO BE ALSO.

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